And so it goes. The first month of 2010 went by in a snap. I feel like I haven’t even gotten my head around the fact that it’s a whole new decade (Also, I keep writing 2009 on notes and other forms) and it’s February. (How do I know that it’s February? Why by the abundance of hearts and roses around every establishment of course. Bleagh.) Feels weird. It feels new.  I feel crazier. I feel angrier. Braver. And I’m the happiest I’ve been in since I can remember.  It’s a whole new me (Cue Aladdin music) and I’m amazed that it took a change of date, determination to make…

Drugs don’t have anything on the madness that is falling in love. It burns it chills it inflames. It is addictive, obsessive, consuming to the very last atom of your soul. It drives people to hate to kill. It brings you to tears, to laughter, gives you a reason to live, it makes you want to die. It is my worst addiction. It drives me to change, to transform into what I think my love will like. It also makes me want to be my own person, the most stubborn individual on a lost point, fighting to the bitter end to keep what I think is my true self. It…

The UP Carillon when they used to light it up. I’ve never heard the bells tolling and now they don’t light it up anymore (or they do I just haven’t seen it lately). Now all we need is a lighthouse to show us the way home.

Hi I’m Jody and I’ve been waking up with a hangover for the past weekend. No accidents, no hydralisk moves, but headaches and that general feeling of ickiness. Not that the inumans weren’t worth the headaches, they are, but I am not one to drink to the point of tipsy and definitely not someone who’ll drink until they get sick. I go to these things for the conversation, sometimes the food, and if  there’s videoke, I’m there like underwear. Though this girl will stay alcohol free for a while. I’m game for night outs, but leave me to my coke okay? 😀

This is the word on top of my computer right now. It’s the cheese but hey, it can’t hurt to get that vibe right? The ring I threw in, coz it reminds me of that feeling when I wear it. 🙂 2010 is our year.

I’ve a problem with people wasting my time. There are moments when I’m stuck somewhere and people keep arguing about the same things over and over again, that I’m tempted to stab myself with a pen just so they can stop wasting my time and find something new to talk about. I’m sorry, my inner world is interfering with the real one. My imagination gets so that I find myself imagining things to the point that I’m almost doing them. Things that people shouldn’t do in a society where people are educated, moral, and have brains bigger than the size of peas. I need to walk I need to breathe…

Yes I’m happy. These are three of the people that prop me up when I’m down, take the bull that life serves me and shove it away. Everyone should have a tripod. And the other friends, don’t worry, you’re important too! I’m just looking for the perfect picture to post. 🙂

That is what I felt after a few weeks of tension, of stress. See this girl has a problem with stage fright. But this girl likes it, loves it, feels incredible when the guitars, drums, vocals come together. Music is one of the loves of this girl’s life. And last December 12,2009 she participated in it a bit. Hi, I’m Jody and I’m a Liar. 🙂

And I’ll tell you mine. Privacy’s been on my mind. Yes this person who tells the world all that goes on in her life, is feeling a little violated. Privacy is a big issue, people make a living off invading it and telling the world. People kill for it, steal, lie to know how to get in all you don’t want them to know. But hey, I am pretty easy to get to know. Read several pages of the blog, you’d have an idea of my basic personality. Ask me a question, i’d probably even overshare. (Like the fact that I have a tiny bladder, hey hey) I start up…